SHE CALLED ME.
the drugs i take to try to forget
the fact
that the world and i have nothing
whatever
to do with each other
well my fellow human beings i did not know what the fucking thing was about, he seemed delirious with rage, frothing at the mouth, barely blinking. slobber from his jaw. what was i supposed to do? there are no corners when the mirror is your body as are you is nothing is borrowed. you can take it out on your bloodstream when you're through, all you are is an exaggerated back pain. you're monday on a leap year on a lunar eclipse.
what was i supposed to do
i loved her
i loved her
i loved her
i loved her
that truth will last forever.
i make history. when i say i loved her. this making history. i love her to the worst of my knowledge and the best of my ability, presently speaking. all that belongs to another world. i'm really sorry you turned out to be a warped torturer on an ego-trip with an inferiority complex infected with a supervirus of HUBRIS. my god, and all these things, i'm telling you; stay away from brightlights, cordless things, escalators, french people, and the color orange. evil numbers include 626, 4497, grey, and juniper.
Published March 23rd, 2022 on her Neutral Spaces blog.
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