OCT. 11

I don’t know why you’re being so cold right now. It’s cuz I have this on and off switch. I make a motion with my fingers like I’m turning on a light switch, still avoiding eye contact. Yeah you do. Cuz you’re a psychopath. Or whatever it is that you are. I think about it, all the things I’ve read about over the years, trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Mm, nah, I’m not that special. I’m just a bitch. Nah, you’re a special type of bitch. The fuck how? The kind of bitch that smiles as she cuts you. And that laughs when you cry. Okay I’m done writing. What would you add to this? I ask him. He adds this: I sigh as I roll my eyes and decide to take a nap. He knew me so goddamn well. Published February 18th, 2021 on her Neutral Spaces blog.